v0nniie`

hii

2005-03-23T19:38:00.000+08:00

hii people... please relink me at :

http://miss-vonnie.blogspot.com

sorry for the trouble yeah.. take care people.

*_____diinner with muh giirls`

2005-03-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

went meeting my girls at bugis for dinner. can you believe from the start of the training at one till the end of the training which ends at six, i havent grab a bite at all. aww. i'm starving...=) went bugis for dinner with my girls, we ate pasta mania, did some catching ups in the mist of the eating. laughed our asses off, when we got to heard the 'keropok' joke and some other happenings. oh ya. we took neoprints! and did some shopping after our dinner, at about 9.10pm, we headed home. hey girls, thanks for the lovely evening. miss ya =)

here are some pictures we have taken at bugis and on our way home:

-a . n . w ... girls-

-me, tong and sj-

(studio snap take -.-'')

(rainbow world of anw)

-vonnx, tongx and sj-

(our very own shoe ad)

-isnt this special?-

(dont copy our pose okay!)

-tongx, vonnx and sj-

-tongx and vonnx-

-quabbling girls-

*_____the very fiirst YCF traiiiniing`

2005-03-19T15:42:00.000+08:00

went for the very first FD YCF training today, saw a number of familar faces over there. the training was kinda enjoyable. hey, i'm in the same team with zongzhe, sheng long, yingx and her friends. pathetic man -.-''. hahas. snapped a few pictures with yingx and ling ling (still that adorable girl, i've known thru nhr). zongzhe did something unexpectedly, during the briefing and that scared the wits out of me. stewpid. i've managed to pick up the steps for the 3 practices. that's quite surprising. thought i'll take more than one practices to catch up. we were so noisy while we were travelling in the bus to harbour front. two girls and sheng long were having some girls vs boys quabbling competition. lame huh? and what's even more pathetic, i was stucked in middle these two quabbling teams. goodness. thank god! i survived through. hopefully, they wont be so 'high' after every practices, or else i'm gonna suffer.

here are some of the pictures we've taken during and after our trainings: =)

-yingx, me and ling ling-

(taken at TBSC)

-yingx and me-

(taken at bustop of TBSC)

-yingx and me-

(taken during training)

*_____anw rawks`

2005-03-14T14:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a significant day for all of us. yeah. we were truely happy and excited, having to receive our new born to earth [anw account] in friendster. our acts seem silly a little. but it's a dream which we girls, have been wishing to have. at last! we finally got it. cherrios! anw rawks. we are planning to have a blog for anw too. yipee.

*_____lucky me...`

2005-03-11T14:25:00.000+08:00

i'm stucked in company now! searching and sorting out of the floorplan details for that Alvin Khua. boredom's killing me right here, at this very moment, in this no-life office. mind you, it's comparable to an ice palace. one couldnt imagine how cold it is. no one's in the office right now. switched on the radio aloud, like one one cares. i'm slacking like nobody's business in the office. i was given the freedom to choose my working days. yes. anytime anyday to my liking. was wondering where no earth will an empolyeee get to have that? i'm contented with what's given to me now. what's more, i'll be paid just by doing some simple paperwork and answering of calls. it's no tendious task at all. guess i'll make a trip down every weekends if my time schedule allows me to. needed cash badly. there's tons of things i'm dying to get my hands on.

*____ii'm always there for you`

2005-03-10T01:49:00.000+08:00

there are so many things happening around me. happy and unhappy stuffs. here i am, wanting to say to those people whom i have not approached, those whom i've not spoke to or to show any comfort when they are feeling down or troubled. it's not that i don't care but i'm not in the kind of situations you are in, so it's better have some things to be left unspoken. i might end up hurting you furthur with the wrong things that i may say. please know that i care and you will be in my prayers.

*_____miie and muh sweetiie giirl`

2005-03-05T10:32:00.000+08:00

here are some of the pictures i've taken with my dearly princess girl, weiling.

-weiling&vonnx-

-muh lovely princsy and miie-

*love you always, my blossom sweetie girl.

*____see yes, hear yes. iilu giirls`

2005-03-04T16:28:00.000+08:00

how would you be feeling if you were me? having girls who's always behind you. girls who never fails to let you know, you do occupy an important place in their hearts. letting you know that they'll never abandon you, no matter what happen. showering you with all the care and concern that you needed when you're down. one word i'll have to say. glad. yes, i'm feeling that way because my anw and my dearly weiling made me felt so wonderful. i'm just so fortunate to have them with me. am feeling contented having to own something so precious like that. a bunch of rare gems. it's more than anything one could ask for. nice sistax, nice blossom sistax. i'm love them so much. thanks girls

*_____the courtesy of the song 'tong hua'`

2005-02-22T12:16:00.000+08:00

a beautiful, nice and touching song sung by 'guang liang'. just love the song loads. expressed all the thoughts i've about love. love is hurtful yet so sweet at times. =)

*_____i cant deny anythiing`

2005-02-21T12:11:00.000+08:00

smitten by the everything i get to see that day. yeps, it's EVERYTHING. i'm not awaken and i dont feel like to =) so shwett. so adorable. so nice. *away in my dreamyland*

*_____fate or pure coiinciidence`

2005-02-20T18:02:00.000+08:00

unbelievable. today's happening is such a surprise. amazed by the word 'fate'. truely amazed. how would you be feeling if you were in my shoes. i was screaming madly with joys in my heart which was throbbing rapidly at that very moment. it's so loud that i bet everyone there could hear it. that familar figure that i have came across two years ago. THE PERSON. (looking younger, though in twenties) was doing the duty at that particular place i went to. changes can be spotted. the hairstyle i mean. as usual, the smiles, the gestures and the facial expressions of the person somehow just made my day, being a nice one.

*_____ii'm not gonna hiide myself anymore`

2005-02-13T16:44:00.000+08:00

finally, after much considerations, i gave a satisfying nod to being the 2005 YCF trainer. i'm feeling proud of myself, yeps, i truely do =). thought it's important to walk out of the comfort zone i'm in. because there is where i'll meet up with obstacles, and where i'll struggle and triumph. the past me, had never given myself a chance to walk out of that zone(or rather feared of doing so). i'm afraid of entering into a new environment with no familar faces around me. i wouldnt deny that, i'm not independent to certain extent. i'm one of a perfectionist, dreaded to let others know my flaws. i want others to have a perfect impression of me. yeps. i'm one of those silly weirdos. hahas. however i'm so pleased with the decision i've made. i had mustered my courage eventually and accepted the task given to me bravely. thought i ought to do so. not gonna allow myself to live with regrets. not gonna let myself to be dependent on others that much as before. i'm gonna learn to be independent =)

thanks to my girls bren, weiling, ying and my darling parents, for all their enouragements. without them, i wouldnt have taken up this 'mission' given to me bravely. thanks alot. i'm glad i've you guys all along with me, all these while =)

*_____say ii can, iinstead of ii cant`

2005-02-11T16:00:00.000+08:00

bren recommanded me to be one of the trainers for the upcoming 2005's YCF performance which is held once every four years. a decision has to be made carefully. tons and tons of thoughts popped up in my mind. 'am i ready to overcome or rather brave any obstacles that will be hindering my path when this 'mission' is being taken up? will my faith be shaken when i face those problems? i'm afraid to be screwed up as a trainer.

`_____a good and a bad thiing`

2005-02-11T15:37:00.000+08:00

aww. some idiots went tagging some sarcastic remarks at one of my girls's blog. bunch of irritating cowards who dint even have the guts to leave down their names after spouting nonsenses in her blog. stewpiid. such acts from those people are simply disgraceful. probably, they did those nasty things out of jealousy, i wont be surprised if my prediction's right. hahas. =) sad to see those bunch of ignorant people, degrading themselves in her blog. cant they just simply create an account themselves and blog whatever shit they want in their blogs. this kind of people, certainly need some consulting on 'growing up in a mature way'. hahas. childish. acting like those primary school kids in my early days, who went ' i dont friend you hor, if you dont listen to my demands'. opps. am i going over the limits. gees. anyway, it's the facts i'm stating. think those people gotta get a life yeah. anyway, got to thank them for brightening up my day and my girl's day. free entertainments with no payment needed. cool. =)

okay.enough of crapping. there's a good news to be released. tong's drawing of 'liang jing ru' was being selected by friday weekly. cool man. way go, tong. i'm so happy for her. *jumps*. tong commented that i seems to be more excited than her, when i'm told of the good news. hahas. come on, we're sistax, gradually, i'll be happy for you right. and she's gonna be paid for that. aww. i want that too. but my drawing's sucks man. =)

*_____grandma's alriight`

2005-02-03T14:03:00.000+08:00

cheers. grandma's able to discharge from the sickening hospital tomorrow. *jumps jumps*. a true blessing indeed to every single of our family members. grandma's free from having all the stewpid injections and having needles poking thru her skin. dreaded seeing her groaning in pain, it hurts all our hearts. oh ya. took quite a number of pictures with her using my new handphone. grandma looked so cute! loving her to bits man. anyway, i'm glad she's alright for the time being now. a big hug to all the people who have showered so much love and concern for grandma during her toughest time. anw sistax, thanks for being there for me all these while. love ya so much! =)

*_____so happiie`

2005-02-02T10:44:00.000+08:00

hey! joys surrounding me now. so happy. *claps claps* hahas. my 2 friends, K and K (identity not to be revealed) found their happiness. yeah. cheers. been searching and searching for a long time, until they met their ideal guys. i'm feeling so glad for them. bless the two of you alright! =)

*_____muh biirthday`

2005-02-01T01:37:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me....

turned 18 today. first step towards stepping into the complicated world of the adults =X. opps. can i make an exception to have my wishes posted up in my blog? aiya. for my memories sake alright.

my birthday wishes for year 2005:

`/ world peace! human beings, free from disasters, wars and sufferings. may the world be a happy one.

`/ my loved ones, sistax and friends, who's now in search for their true happiness or have already found their happiness. stay healthy and happy always. free from having troubles and worries.

`/ *wishing and kept it in my heart*

anyway, thanks for all the warm birthday wishes i've got

*____babyfats are gettiing me on nerves`

2005-01-23T06:37:00.000+08:00

arghhs. simply or rather badly, needs to lose the stewpiid babyfats in me! it's making me looking so terrible. aww. i've turned ugly, ugly and uglier! determind to quit all my temptations. i'm gonna be on diet from now on!
*hopefully i wont go be over my limits and ends up fainting in the streets* opps!

*_____touchiie storiie`

2005-01-20T14:48:00.000+08:00

something i've found it while surfing the net. tears flows while reading it. it's a very touchie story. hopefully you guys will be able to take a look at it yeah. spend some time reading it. it's truely meaningful and it's worthwhile to give it a look alright =)

Brittney loved basketball,
Friends and parties too,
And when it came to painting,
That's all she wanted to do.
She painted everything she saw,
Birds, flowers, and the sky.

Some days she sat at her window,
And painted everything that passed her by.
But lately she'd been feeling woozy,
Her muscles ached a lot,
And her parents got kind of worried,
So they took her to the doc.

The doctor took a couple of tests,
To see if everything was okay,
Then the nurse came out with a look of sadness,
And this is what she had to say;
"I'm sorry, but you've got leukemia,"
You've got about 3 months more."
Then Brittney got up and ran out of the room,
And slammed the office door.

She ran down the street screaming,
And cried her eyes out dry,
And stayed up all night,
Wondering what it's like to die.
Her parents held her tightly,
And said, "We love you,"
"We'll make your last few months the greatest,"
"We'll do anything for you."
So Brittney and her parents moved to Florida,
to live by the sea.

Because Brittney loved the ocean,
And when she died, that's where she wanted to be.
She spent her days painting,
And horseback riding in by the bay,
But one day she met this guy,
And his name was Jay.
They collected seashells together,
And talked about all kinds of things,

And then one day while walking,
He handed her a ring.
It said, "I love you,"
Which brought tears to Brittney's eyes,
And when he put it on her finger,
She began to cry.
He asked her what was wrong,
And she then replied, "I've got leukemia"
He said," No matter what, I love you.
And no matter what, you are the one I adore."

So they spent everyday together,
And swam in the Atlantic all day,
But Brittney was getting weaker,
And it was hard for her stay awake.
So one day Brittney painted her picture,
And gave it to Jay,
She said, "I want you to remember me,"
"Even when I leave this place."

But one day while they were walking,
And searching for seashells in the sand,
Brittney collapsed and started to lose her breath,
And said to Jay, "Please hold my hand.
" I love you more than anyone,"
"You are my only true love,"
But now my time is up,"
And I'll watch over you from above,"

Then Brittney's body was lifeless,
As she lay in Jay's arms,
And he sat there all day,
And kept her safe from harm.

*hope this teaches you a lesson.
To tell someone you love them
whenever you can.

Because maybe they'll be gone tomorrow.
And you won't be there to hold their hand.
Because love is everything to everybody.
Without it, the world would be dead.

So always tell someone you love them.
A parent, boyfriend/girlfriend, or friend.

*_____everytiime`

2005-01-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

Notice me
Take my hand
Whyy are we strangers
when urr love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime i try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess i need you baby
And everytime i see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess i need you baby
I make believe
That you are her
It's the only way
I see clear
What have i done
You seem to move on easy
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
Myy weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
At night i pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

_______________________________

Waiting for you to notice me
Waiting for you while tears roll
Waiting for you to care for me
Im still waiting for you ...

*_____goodbye to my black haiir`

2005-01-15T19:17:00.000+08:00

hmm. finally, my hair colour changed! actually wanted it to be golden brown but sad, it came out to reddish brown instead. fortunately, i'm still able to step out of the house with that colour of mine. shouldnt i feel blessed? my anw sistax, who's the first batch of people getting to see my new coloured hair, complimented it when they saw it. =) somehow, personally i felt that my coloured hair resembled the typical 'chao ah lians' outside, who like to 'pua tai ji' as and when they liked it. oh my gosh! i wouldnt want to be one. hopefully, i wouldnt look like one =S. anyway, gradually, as time goes by, the colour will fade a little. guess it wouldnt be as reddish as it is now. *pray hard*

*_____siimply soo tiredd`

2005-01-06T10:51:00.000+08:00

yawn. i'm simply so exhausted. worked from 3pm till 5.30am the next morning. boss wanted us to help her with the decorations of the two santa houses in terminal one and two. in fact, we do have the choice to reject but, arghhs, i cant bear to reject them. yeah, being soft-hearted kills me. hais. sad to say, i'm down with a fever after that. had been having this stewpidd fever for the past two days. and for the past few days, branson and sharon went ' vonn, you looked very pale, are you alright? taken your medicine yet? do you need to take a rest?' hahas. they had naturally became my personal nannies. anyway, thanks for all the concern from, sharon, branson, larson, sijie, rebecca, ivan and the rest. i'm feeling much better now, peeps =). *comsuming medicine isnt my cup of tea. my friends got to forced them into my mouth. arghhs. and thanks for all the naggings yeah. hahas.

*_____neww yyear rresolutions`

2005-01-04T10:47:00.000+08:00

this year (2005)
[ new year resolutions ]
1. bringing happiness and joys to people around me.
2. playing my role well in whatever i'm suppose to do.
3. loves my enemies
4. cherish all my loved ones even more
5. treasure all my new and old friends

first one: i'm sure i'm able to do that, if my temper's under good control, with no one's there testing my patience. hahas. i'll try my very best, for the sake of everyone around me alright. thank me for that, people. i'm changing for the better =)
second one: arghhs, it's an IMPOSSIBLE task to be accomplish. i'm simply a lazy girl. i'm always being seen or caught red-handed, slacking here and there. people who knows me well enough, will certainly burst out laughing aloud if they were to see this resolution. but trust me okay, i'm gonna make a difference. =)
third one: i'm gonna learn to love all my enemies. i mean, it's not worth it, making my life miserable for them. they are not worthy for it anyyway. love everyone and my life will be much happier. isnt that so?
fourth and fifth one: i'm always loving you guys, isnt that so. hehes. i'm just so madly in love with all of you. and i'll love you people even even more from now. rocks my world.

*_____bbabyy, i lurrb youu`

2004-12-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

baby i love you & i'll never let you go

but if i have to, boy i think that you should know

all the love we made can never be erased

and i promised you that you will never be replaced

i love you

yes i do

i'll be with you as long as you want me to

until the end of time

from the day i met you

i knew we'd be together

and now i know i wanna be with you forever

i wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids

thinking never compared to the feeling of your kisses

i can say i'm truly happy to this day

you've made me thank god that i've lived my life everyday

there's never been a doubt in my mind

that I regret ever having you by my side

but if the day comes that i have to let you go

i think there's something i should probably let you know

joy in everyday that i spent with you

and i won't miss you 'cause i'm happy that I had you at all

you will never be replaced

i feel for you.. yes i do

i'll be with you as long as you want me to

until the end of time

*_____i'm nortt gonnaa bee a goodd personn anymoree`

2004-12-26T10:35:00.000+08:00

i've had enough of all the nonsenses. i'm not gonna tolerate anymore. friends are not important to me anymore except for my darlink weiling, my dist budds and my anw sistax. i'm sick of it. all these years, i've been trying to be a goodie person who's able to please everyone. i'm suffocating real hard. friends took me for granted, treating me like a stewpidd fool, backstabbing me behind, framing me up just for the sake of their fame and status. i'm just so tired of everything. from today onwards, i'm gonna be my old self back. i'm gonna blast at anyone who treated me unfairly. i'm not gonna tolerate false accusations on me anymore. i've been bottling all my feelings these years, the smiles on me are fake. i'm not happy at all. so what if the whole world's unhappy with me? i dont give a damn at all. low-graded farking slutes, leave me alone.

*_____cheerrs, payy dayy`

2004-12-22T09:37:00.000+08:00

yeah. i've received my pay today. hmm. just few hundred bucks for working of ten days. yet i'm already high over moon. just like a lil girl who has just gotten some candies from mummie dearest. i'll be still working for this company till 19th january next year. sians. looking so forward to receiving my second pay, which is coming about two thousand bucks. waahoo. i'm just so happy. i'm giving two hundred and fifty bucks to parents, so i'll be left with one hundred over bucks to give grandma a treat which i've promised her earlier and the balance amount is to pamper myself with some nice tops and bottoms. hahas. what's more to be glad is that, we are changing our costume. finally. phew. we are trying to match a colourful top with white denmi skirt. boss asked us to try looking for them and inform her asap, latest by this week. cause we are needed to wear them on this coming 26th dec. oh how glad i would be feeling, isnt it. karen and sj certainly get my meaning right? hehes.

*_____workingg withh sharonn's friendd`

2004-12-16T10:27:00.000+08:00

working with sharon's friend pei jiao today. there's only twenty-one customers in total. we were just so relaxed. hahas. seems like we're simply paid just to shake our legs and to do nothing there. anyway,it's been a fun time working with pj. she's mad over a character in 'slam dunk'. kept commenting that particular character was her husband, living under the same roof with her. hahas. she's just so madly in lurb with him man and she blushed at the mentioning of him. she's a cute girl yeah. anyway, i've enjoyed my day working with her.

*_____early start of work`

2004-12-14T09:43:00.000+08:00

shortage of man-power i think, changi aiport. so i gotta start work today instead of 24th dec. awww. sad. hahas. anyway, it's been fun dealing with all kinds of customers. working at terminal on was so boring. from 3pm-11pm, we've got only 5 customers. it's bad compared to terminal two. hahas. i was even able to catch a nap that on the first day of work. wahhoo. boss wasnt around, so we were slacked alot man. but too bad, the boss coming back tomorrow. sians. it's kinda tiring yet enjoyable. i lurb it. but i hate the boss. argghhs.

*_____workingg's great`

2004-12-07T09:39:00.000+08:00

i'm looking forward to the day i'm starting to work. hahas. cash!

*_____outt withh daddiee`

2004-12-06T09:25:00.000+08:00

mummie, she's sort of having bad moodswings lately. therefore daddie and i made a quick escape. both of us went toa payoh central for dinner. we had desserts too. yummie. i lurb going out with daddie. he made me felt so at ease with him around. he's just like my blossom pal. someone whom i'm able to share all my things with. topics range from boys to girls. he understands my needs and will always be there to provide me with his solutions. i just lurb him to core. he doted me alots, i can feel it. by the way, while we were shopping around, i spotted a black mini skirt at one of the shops, went to try it on. it fitted my waist perfectly. and guess what, daddie bought it for me. wahhs. what a great daddie i have here. it costed him 20 bucks. i felt so bad about it.anyway, i lurb daddie so much. i dint want him to be unhappy no matter what happens, he's one of the most important person in my life. a person whom i cant afford to lose. really.

*_____computer spoilt`

2004-12-05T09:33:00.000+08:00

ehhs . sent my computer for repair yesterday and it came back today. oh. i miss seeing my computer so much. life's been so boring without the company of my computer. hahas. alrights. i'm a computer freak. i cant live without computer for a day. my computer was attacked by virus. yeps. numerous of virus. stewpidd. fortunately, our hard disk remained undamaged, otherwise we'll gonna have to spend lots of cash on repairing it man. phew. anyway, i'm so glad. computer's back to normal again. horray.

*_____registrationn forr YCF`

2004-12-04T10:17:00.000+08:00

wahhoo.i'm simply feeling excited. after the 4 years wait, YCF is back again. i'm joining it this time round. i just lurb joining soka activities. esp the NDP and the YCF. weilingg, sharong, yinggx, jes and i will be joining together. this year will be my second time joining YCF. went for the kickoff meeting at tbsc. snapped a few pictures using weiling's hp in the mrt. i'm enjoying myself so much with them. *daddie's coming home today!*

*_____missess daddiee soo muchh`

2004-12-02T18:05:00.000+08:00

early morning, daddie took his lagguge and proceeded on to changi airport. he's leaving for indonesia settling some business matter there. though it's just parting for two days, i miss him so much. i'm so used to his presence at home. *sobs sobs*. daddie i miss you. mr time, can you just simply be a lil faster than usual? daddie, do really take good care of yourself there. miss you, i lurb you daddie. you're the best.

*_____taufik wonn thee s'poree idools`

2004-12-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

he wonn!taufik batisah, he won the singapore idol. i knew it. i have faith in him that he's going to win this battle in a nice way. and true enough, he dint disappoint his fans, making his way towards being the best finalist. i'm not biased against sylvester, he too has his good points , but each has their own preferences. i'm glad taufik has won and is gonna represent singapore to the world's idol. i'm so happy for him. his hard work has paid off. most importantly, he had touched each audience's heart with his sincerity and strong passion towards singing. oh my, i'm just so happy for him. i lurb you taufik. not to forget my other two female idols maia and olinda. they are simply awesomely good too. way go, you guys rawks!

*_____stewpidd blogger`

2004-12-01T12:44:00.000+08:00

real darn it. what fark man. what's wrong with blogger, my html's all gone. stewpidd, shitty bloody farking blogger. and see, i got to start over again, argghs. puke.

*_____pityy, a real pityy`

2004-11-27T12:40:00.000+08:00

smsing with yl now. he's back, staying here for good i suppose. it's a pity to have stopped schooling at this tender age. but anyway, it's his choice. no one can actually decides what he should do. he's a grown up teenager, no longer a kid anymore.

*_____aree youu thatt betterr off anyway`

2004-11-24T12:34:00.000+08:00

actually,it is kinda funny though. seeing people blabbering rubbish, proudly thinking that they are right. it's logical to bring people DOWN, so that they look better than them. and its so brainless to do that man. making yourself looking worse than those people you've brought down? hais. some people just can't think. too bad.

*_____manicuress`

2004-11-23T12:31:00.000+08:00

i'm falling in love. with manicures, i meant. coated fingers and toes black, adding manicures to them. they just looked so cute and cool. hahas.

*_____straightening of myy hair`

2004-11-22T12:28:00.000+08:00

went straightening my curly hair, that includes snapping 4 inches of hair. now it's slightly over the shoulder and trimmed my fringe too. isnt that a brand fresh look of me? hahas. who cares, i lurbs it.

*_____i lurbbs youu peoplee`

2004-11-21T12:26:00.000+08:00

i wanna make a confession right now. i love you people so much, in every corner of my heart sincerely. it's every single one of you. (incase y0u dint kn0w ab0ut it). i mean it.

*_____grandma, i lurbss youu`

2004-11-19T12:23:00.000+08:00

grandma's condition deteriorating for worse. her kidney isnt functioning normally or should i rather say they have stopped fuctioning. will need kidney dialysis at later stage.

*_____preparationn forr thee jobb`

2004-11-17T12:20:00.000+08:00

i'm dropping dead beat man. i'm sleepy and real tired. measurements of this and that for my upcoming tempo job. my costume and boots, looked awesomely cute. met up with sj and kk after that.

*_____christopher andd yoke lingg's weddingg`

2004-11-16T12:15:00.000+08:00

christopher and yoke ling's wedding today. they looked just simply good. *thumbs up*. sat beside weiling, it's again teenager's crappings. hahas. i lurbs her dearly, she's been a great supportive girl to me. and oh ya. i wanna get married soon too. i'm wating and still waiting.

*_____how gladd i shouldd be feelingg`

2004-11-14T12:13:00.000+08:00

seeing them each putting effort, hoping for a change in their lives. i just simply felt so happy for them. wrote a six pages letter to fion .hopefully the contents benefit her.

*_____tempo jobb at changii`

2004-11-13T12:09:00.000+08:00

i've got a tempo job on hand right now. starting from the 24th dec to 19th jan. working at the changi terminal two. wow. cash, cash and more cash. *here i come,changi airport*

*_____earlyy celebrationn of sj's birthdayy`

2004-11-11T13:05:00.000+08:00

went k-box today for the early celebration of sj's birthday. winnie's cool man. we've great fun being together. nearly tore down the whole building, singing our asses off aloud. oh, how crazy we were yeah. i'm in lurbs with babies. adorable lil ones. below are the picutures we have taken.

//.anw darliingk siistax.//

//.modeliic postures.//

*_____3 dayys breakk`

2004-11-06T12:03:00.000+08:00

3 days of rest before the starts of the next math paper,which is on mon. arghhs . it's memorising again~

*_____maths paperr onee`

2004-11-05T12:00:00.000+08:00

math's driving me crazy. dint completed it on time. felt like dying , it simply drained out all my energy, tackling those questions in paper one they were a killer man.

*_____suffocatingg`

2004-11-04T11:57:00.000+08:00

suffocating, i am feeling. struggling to break free. done with ss, eng & phy. headaches are just bothers. broke down several times, in the mist of studying and even while doing the exams.crying = releasing stress. depressi0ns, am i having them? pray for me alright, peeps? i'm becoming insane soon.

*_____sociial paperr`

2004-11-03T11:55:00.000+08:00

merger and separation. struggled for 2 days to get them memorised into my idiotic brain.and it wasnt tested.stress*

*_____graduationn dayy`

2004-10-21T10:52:00.000+08:00

i've graduated...farewell presbyterian!

*_____wordds`

2004-10-17T10:49:00.000+08:00

The greatest challenge in our life is to find someone who knows your flaws and differences and yet still willingly to accept and embrace you with so much love =)

*_____who are youu to me anywayy`

2004-10-05T15:05:00.000+08:00

who are you to judge me anyway. bug off. you arent far much better off than me alright. i dont see as in a need to explain things to you. you are just too ignorant. always seeing things in your own style, never ever learn to put yourself in other's shoes. who are you to spout nonsenses about me anyway. fark.

*_____separationn of districtt`

2004-09-25T14:57:00.000+08:00

district three's been a crowd. as a result, we've got to separate some of the members. aawww. cant bear to part with my bunch of sistax if i will have to, hopefully not. anyway, this separation will benefits all of the members.

*_____three girlss outingg`

2004-09-12T14:53:00.000+08:00

out with my two lovable sistax, weiling and sharon. they have been my great company. we took lots of pictures together. three self in love girls, snapping here and there with the camera. gracious man. hahas. it's a nice day spent with them. i lurb them so much.

*_____brenda's encouragements`

2004-08-29T14:40:00.000+08:00

brenda sent me a greeting card. how sweet my ywd leader is. she wrote, there's no magic formulas that will to answer to all your desires and hopes. only you yourself is able to paint that perfect picture on your mind. and daimoku is that colour paint that helps you to accomplish the drawings. do not lose your important colour paint. dear yvonne, was there 5 years ago, when you were taking your PSLE. now you're sitting for your O levels, hope that we'll still keep in touch when you're graduating.i was touched by her encourgements. indeed, she's been going through all my ups and downs with me these 6 years. i'm glad i had her with me all along. real glad.

*_____family day`

2004-08-27T14:48:00.000+08:00

family day event. had lots of fun with all my friends. and sad to say i'm burnt. i'm now like a red roasted piglet. anyway, i'm so happy today. yl mother's back from hongkong, bought some stuffs for our family back from her trip.

*_____Os englishh orral`

2004-08-19T14:36:00.000+08:00

english Os oral starts today. started having sweaty palms when i'm in the hall waiting for my turn. hahas. i'm just scaring myself. it wasnt that difficult as i've expected. i've done my best and that's it. i'm not gonna think of it anymore.

*_____chinese os results`

2004-08-12T14:33:00.000+08:00

i've scored an A2 for my Os chinese. yippee. it came unexpectedly actually. in the mist of the examination, many things happened. so i wasnt really expecting for an A. how relieved and happy i am, receiving the good news.

*_____went town withh daddiee`

2004-08-10T14:23:00.000+08:00

went down town with daddie early morning. he has got to settle some busines matters. after that, we went to the hawker centre for lunch. yummy. it's delicious man. guess i'm feeling terribly hungry. it seems like i'm gobbling the food as soon as it reaches the table. anyway, it's a nice day spent with daddie. i lurb going out with daddie. he dotes me and i dote him lots too. i lurb him.

*_____ssa ndp performance`

2004-08-09T13:53:00.000+08:00

may NDP be a great success. for they have put in lots of efforts during the tough trainings for the past few months. today will be the day for them to reap their rewards. allow them to be free from injuries during the performance and may it be smooth-sailing for them while they are performing.

*_____it's all over`

2004-08-07T13:47:00.000+08:00

some things once its broken, its hard to have them back into a piece again. there'll still be signs of the cracks isnt it. chances were given numberous of times, you cant blamed us for being heartless. we respected the decision you've made a year ago. there's no turning back now, no time for regrets. lead your own life girl and leave us all alone.

*_____html's all gone for good`

2004-08-05T13:44:00.000+08:00

clever fingers went wriggling around the mouse and tadaa! my html are gone. oh. what wonderful fingers i've here. stewpidd. now i've got to start all over from scratch. thanks to my fingers. how super duper happy i am to have them -.-''

*_____eencouragementss`

2004-07-27T10:10:00.000+08:00

oftenly, we hear phrases like "put yourself in his/her shoes", but do we really understand the true meaning hiding behind it, how to do likewise if you have never been in those situations before? I mean it's real difficult because you have never been through it and you'll didnt get to experience it. You will never know how the feeling is like. But it would be a different matter if someone who has been through the same process, comes up to help, the result would be so much different, isnt it =)

*_____eearthly desiress aree enlightenmentt`

2004-07-19T10:03:00.000+08:00

here's something i would like to share with everyone. found it in the website of soka gakkai.

"earthly desires are enlightenment"
nichiren daishonin teaches the principle 'earthly desires are enlightenment'. because we have desires and worries, we can appreciate happiness. because we face and overcome painful difficulties, we can attain buddhahood. the truth is that a life without suffering is not at all happy. this is the perspective of buddhism

*_____chinesee o levels oral`

2004-07-14T09:58:00.000+08:00

not a kidding matter alright. Os chinese oral is a terrible experience for me. i'm still trembing right now. stewpidd. oral isnt my upper hand subject. i'm not eloquent. in another word, i cant express my thoughts well. yeps. just sucks at that. anyway, it's all over, no point crying over the spilled milk. what's done couldnt be undone.

*_____PMS`

2004-07-13T09:55:00.000+08:00

feeling moody nowadays. i'm suffering from PMS. stewpidd.